SyafiqahNur

Dedicated to people around me, I apologize if I had indirectly hurting your feeling before, by my silences, my strictness, my sarcasm, my ego and my ignorance. Actually, I just want to be fair to myself. So that I am not being too sensitive, which later may bring me down into depression. In friendship, it is normal to have such feeling as long as not too much. Everyone has feeling right. So my principal is, before you said "I hurt your feeling", reflect back to yourself. Have you hurt my feeling?. So the conclusion is forgive me and stop being sensitive. Unless i bullied and abused you. Sometime I afraid that I will hurt other feeling. Everytime I accidentally hurt my friend feeling (like being not responding to them, being more hard, being more ego) actually myself is hurt also. I don't like  to be  like this, As I said before I just want to be fair to myself. It is not a revenge. This is only my defense mechanism. I love myself very m...

“Push yourself to become a person you're destined to be” Wow. This quote is so amazing. I love this quote very much. It made me realized that nothing is impossible. The chance is still there. Inside yourself. The choice is yours. What you need to do is just pushing yourself and moving forward toward your dream. Do everything you want to do. At least you have tried it and show the best version of you. I am the one who is very passionate about my dream and future. And now, I am halfway there. But, the journey is very challenging. It is not easy. I used to give up so many times. But I keep thinking that, this dream is not only mine. It is also my parent's. How can I give up easily after I dream it for years since my childhood. I just can't imagine. So, to regain my determination and positivity, I used to read quotes. Now, it has become my current hobby. I love to find and read new quotes that I can hold to. I will collect and keep them in a more proper way. Amazin...

Assalamualaikum semua. So today entry takde benda apa pun sekadar hanya luahan hati hoho. As i said in my previous entry, i will do my best in my study and for my family. Tapi, sekarang ni aku takut. Takut sangat2. Aku takut my future is not seperti yang diharapkan. Aku tau aku tak sepatutnya berfikiran sebegitu rupa. Seolah-olah aku menidakkan takdir tuhan. Sedangkan allah yang hold our future. Our takdir. Ya Allah ampunkan aku. aku jahat.  Aku manusia biasa. Aku lemah. Iman aku turun naik. Ya Allah ampunkan aku. Kenapa, kenapa, kenapa aku takut dengan benda yang tak pasti. Mungkin aku terlalu mengharapkan sesuatu itu menjadi mengikut perancangan aku. Niat aku dah salah. Sedangkan Allah sebaik-baik perancang. Allah tahu yang terbaik untuk aku. Percayalah wahai hati.  Aku rasa umur antara 18 hingga 30 adalah sangat mencabar. Aku perlu mula berfikir  tentang kehidupan yang sedang aku jalani atau akan aku tempuhi suatu hari nanti. Pre-adulthood life. ...

Today, i would like to share the simplest way to go to Pasar Seni (Central Market) by public transport. Ok. Talking about public transport, i love the train very much. In Malaysia, I love to try variety of trains like KTM komuter (Keretapi Tanah Melayu), LRT (Light Rapid Transit), MRT (Mass Rapid Transit), Monorail, ERL (Express Rail Link) and..... Anything else i do not mention? I think thats all. You know Pasar Seni? It is one of the most attractive place  in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia that you must visit. Wow. Very nice place. Especially for those who love crafts very much like me. It is like a one-stop centre for Malaysian batik, souvenier, collectible and handicraft. It was built in 1928 and still present until today. So, that a little bit about Pasar Seni or Central Market. If you want to know further about it, you can explore their web at https://www.centralmarket.com.my/ . Ok. So, now lets back to our main point. The question is " how to go to Pasar Seni by publi...

Setelah sekian lama, akhirnya aku kembali berblogging. Busy deh sebelum ni. Tak menyempat. So this is my comeback entry and Aku tak tau kenapa tetiba nak buat tajuk ni. Macam takde tajuk lain kan. Haha. Hmm... mungkin sebab masih fefeeling td. Baru je Byebye mama n ayah. Sebab dah kena balik uni. Typical Kakak Sulong??? Bila sebut je term ni, mesti masing2 terbayang muka kakak sendiri. Haha. Dah agak dah muka reaksi annoying adik-adik aku. I dun know how is the feeling to have kakak. Bcuz sayalah kakak sulong tu. Sedeyh? Yes. Little. Dulu selalu persoalkan why i dont have kakak and abang. Sampaikan masa sekolah rendah siap try tulis surat untuk siapa yang sudi beradik angkatkan aku. Aku takde someone yang bole protect diri aku except mama and ayah. The other way around, aku yang kena jadi protective untuk adik2 . Everything i have to go through first. Sometime, pernah je rasa 'aku ni bahan experiment ke'. Hhaa. Pemikiran time budak2. But now i am grateful to...